.:: Good Morning Journal Friends ::.

Only 4 more days until Billy gets back from Cali. I am really looking forward to spending some time with him. Getting to know him, and seeing what could happen. I am trying not to have any expectations, but it's hard not to have some.  It's been so long since I have felt like a little school girl, with that anticipation...the newness of falling under that spell, having your heart leap everytime you hear their voice, getting all tingly inside, catching your breath at the sight of them, all of that mushy stuff guys NEVER have...lol...or do they?

I think that in the past, I always had too high of expectations, so I am working on keeping them simple and laid back and see what happens. The last relationship I had, I tried to force things to happen, or I think we both did and look where that ended up. (Not in a good place) So, I know I do NOT want that to happen again. I have read articles about dating and they all say to take things slow..and that is true...but let me ask you this, if everything feels right, and feels good...should we still take it slow?

Well, that is pretty much all I have for right now. I guess whatever happens happens. . . not much else I can do about the rest.

With Luv,

Juliette